i think that you're a hypocrite. hahah
oh shit i'm using this blog space to rant.
i think i'm evil now.
i don't understand you and whatever you're doing.
dang i don't understand myself either . i don't understand , have i forgotten and forgiven.
you left me hanging without a reason even when i question you run away from giving me answers. i wish you would just tell me why. let me get over it. fully. i don't have any bad or good feelings towards you. nothing. i just want to know why.
i am so frustrated. why the panties are you like that. just face the music.
on the other hand. i should just leave this and move on.
it's just like breaking in and robbing a bakery and the baker gives you free bread. i just want to rob the bakery. aargh. murakami! ok i am talking nonsense. i'm close to not liking you permenantly. why do i always have smth to do with you. aargh jghlhgalgjuhga.


i have to stop and really let go.

thanks for being a good friend :)

Well everyone I know has got a reason , to say put the past away

I think humans have selective memory. We choose what we want to remember and what we want to forget, subconsciously or more often than not consciously.

i miss you . i miss you. i miss you.

happiness
1.the quality or state of being happy.
2.good fortune; pleasure; contentment; joy.

i have to say amidst everything. i'm drowning in happiness. funny how just one text msg can make a bad day become so wonderful.


I think I’m evil. No, seriously. I feel like smacking myself a lot these days. It’s kind of getting on my nerves. Seriously. I don’t wanna be evil! Sobs.

On a lighter note, I want to go shopping! I also want to do a lot of thing but I’m too lazy to do/start. Shucks

I just re read everything I typed. And I don’t think I like myself very much.
Hahah. Not now at least. Maybe I’ll like myself more later.